Fight This Feeling

July 23, 2019


I think I have/had depression. I have read through every articles about the symptoms of depression and it hit me right in the feels. It's pretty obvious, the way I treated Joe, that when he gets home from work or on weekends when he's home, I keep pointing fingers at almost everything he did or did not do, what's worse, I also throw tantrums for no reason at all. After one whole month when I finally took the guts to speak to him, only he realised I actually had a problem wtf. Anyway, we're now back to lovey dovey family of 3, cracking stupid jokes, laughing at Alyssa's funny faces and actions while watching shows together at night.

So sweet of him to actually prepare an unexpected birthday present!

Oh boy, it's really been one hell of a rollercoaster ride. Joe was right, I have many other better things to take care of. I know it all will get better in time. It's funny sometimes to realise how much stronger you actually are, and that you'll continue to grow stronger.

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